Lie to Me

Our candle burns away, the ashes full of lies I gave my soul to you You cut me from behind No where to run And no where to hide You're scared of the truth I'm tired of the lies Cause who I am Is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You're fallen again You're no superhero I've found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was it worth it in the end? You said you were there for me You wouldn't let me fall All the times I shared with you Were you even there at all? No where to run And no where to hide You're scared of the truth I'm tired of the lies Cause who I am Is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You're fallen again You're no superhero I've found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was it worth it in the end? Why'd you have to up and run away? A million miles away I wanna close my eyes and make believe That I never found you Just when I put my guard away It's the same old story You left me broken and betrayed It's the same old story Don't act like an angel You're fallen again You're no superheroI've found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbyeWas it worth it in the end? Lie to me once again It's the same old story Lie to me once again It's the same old story Was it worth it in the end

So confused at how I feel.......

How do I feel1 thing and not know what to do with it? But then again how do I feel like this but am still lost for words and understanding on how I feel when people ask. The situation is a touchy one. MEN! How do I miss one that hurt me so much but at the same time like one that I barely know? Everytime I see him I get butterflies. When he is sober he acts differently and doesn't say what's on his mind, he says what he thinks other people want to hear. When he's had a few drinks and is feeling happy he says what he wants and means what he says. As a friend has once said alcohol is 'liquid courage'. But why? If you mean something truly in your heart should you not just be able to say it face to face to the person who it's about or directed at? I miss him and what we had before it turned bad. Why did it have to take so long to get the truth out? And why now is it taking so long to get over it now that he's gone? Maybe because he isn't gone.......I'm just starting to realise that may be the problem. On the other hand there is someone that I almost know but don't feel comfortable yet saying I know them as well as I should for as much as I feel for them at this point in time. I know I don't make sense but writing it out like this helps sometimes. If I don't know somebody as well as i think I should or would like to, is it possible to feel this way? To be confused like I am? Obviously it's possible because I am there but why am I so lost int his situation, it's never bene like this before. The idea of having someone there that adores me for who I am and what I stand for is I think what is so attracting. Is that a bad thing? Am I being a really selfish person thinking like this? Am I really attracted to this person or just the admiration I am receiving from them? How do I tell the difference? I don't know once again.....

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Wanting something......

So lately I am having quite the dilema with my heart and mind. I keep longing for something, needing, missing, wanting something. The problem is I'm not sure what it is......funny huh? How am I wanting something I don't even know I want? Confused yet? Ya me too!

This is for you George!

OK so I promised my buddy George that I would stop slacking off and try to get writing on my blog every so often again. I love taking pictures do todays blog is all about my pictures!!!