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Lips of An Angel

Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does she know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel Honey why you calling me so late?

I'm With You

I'm Standing on a bridge I'm waitin in the dark I thought that you'd be here by now Theres nothing but the rain No footsteps on the ground I'm listening but theres no sound Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you im looking for a place searching for a face is anybody here i know cause nothings going right and everythigns a mess and no one likes to be alone Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you oh why is everything so confusing maybe I'm just out of my mind yea yea yea It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you Take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you I'm with you Take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you I'm with you I'm with you...

Hot boys on St. Patty's Day!!!!

Everything

Buried way beneath the sheets I think she's having a meltdown Finding it hard to fall asleep she won't let anyone help her The look on her face a waste of time she won't let go gonna roll the dice Loosing her grace starts to cry I feel her pain when I look in her eyes I want ta be I want everything, I want everything Somewhere she is on the streets trying to make things better Praying to God and breathing deep gotta break this long obsession If I had everything would I still want to be alive or want to be high Now and then she talks to me and sometimes writes me letters Your eyes, never close your eyes open up your mind and you can have everything

Am I Myself?

OK so I'm driving home tonight after a relatively decent day at the office and thought to myself, am I really myself anymore or is it just lately I've been a different person? As I'm driving I'm thinking that lately I've been very irritable. My best friends seem to be annoying me even and they've done absolutely nothing wrong. So what is it that is wrong with me? Your guess is as good as mine right now. I'm sleeping fine (I think anyways) I'm spending more time with my family, I'm eating regularly. I just don't get it. Lately I just seem to want something different in every aspect of my life. Nothing seems right and it's starting to freak me out a little bit. Am I having a mid-life crisis at 22? I thought this was supposed to be my 'GOLDEN YEAR'. I guess not yet...............

Take Time

TAKE TIME to think; it is the source of power. TAKE TIME to read; it is the foundation of wisdom. TAKE TIME to play; it is the secret of staying young. TAKE TIME to be quiet; it is the opportunity to seek God. TAKE TIME to be aware; it is the opportunity to help others. TAKE TIME to love and to be loved; it is God's greatest gift. TAKE TIME to laugh; it is the music of the soul. TAKE TIME to be friendly; it is the road to happiness. TAKE TIME to dream; it is what the future is made of. TAKE TIME to pray; it is the greatest power on Earth.

I Can't Go There

You know that restaurant on highway 1 With the key lime pie that song the sand and the sun Where we ran in our barefeetBuilt a castle on the beach Just the wind,the rocks, the waves and you and me I can't go thereCuz thats just too much usI can't go there I still feel your touch Theres places in my heart and head that feel as empty as our bed So most nights i dont even walk upstairs Cuz I can't go there Remember San Francisco on that cable car Our reflection in the window of that store How we danced the night away With the lights out on the bay Then wound up in a blanket on the floor I can't go there Cuz 'Friscos too much us I can't go thereI still feel your touch Now theres places in my heart and head that still feel as empty as our bed So most nights i dont even walk upstairs Cuz i can't go there If it was only Florida or California Maybe I could let myself move on But its everywhere we've been And everywhere I turn I can't love again Cuz i've learned That I can't go there Its somethin i can't do I can't go there I'll run into you I can't go there When the sun shines, when it rains Christmas parties, football games I can't go there Winter, summer, fall or spring I see you in everything I can't go there..Its too much us I can't go there

Random Questions

First of all a few things I must say. Congratulations Allie!!! Masyn is BEAUTIFUL. And sorry for not writing, it seems time slips away sometimes. First thought- Do you think we are put on this Earth just to die? I approached a couple random people with this thought and got a few different responses. My response is this: How can we be put on this planet to die if we never live. What I take from this: that everyday we have to live like tomorrow may never come. I have learned that I can no longer take things for granted, that I can no longer sit here and work 80 hour weeks and watch the days/weeks/months/years go by. Life is too short to work my life away. I have spent more time with people I truly care about and that lately has put my spirits way up there! I am currently painting and re-decorating my house (well decorating to begin with is more like it). I painted the main area and kitchen a dark beige and maroon red. Then the spare bedroom and my room are bright pink and a pale green. I LOVE them. Second thought- Is there any such thing as true happiness? My response to this: No. Maybe I am being pessimistic here and please correct me if I am wrong but is it not true that whenever we get something we want, there is always something else or more that we think we need? When we lose something we finally realize that we had something we truly needed and may never be able to get it back. I almost seem to think that we were created to believe there is always something more out there for us but also that we are to always want more and to never be satisfied with what we have right in front of us. Lately I have had a lot of situations where I sit back and say to myself "I love being here and couldn't ask for anything else right now'. It feels great to be able to do this and I would wish this upon everyone else. Third thought (and I think the last one for tonight) - What do you think would happen if the world was run by fish? This thought actually came to me one night when I was lying there on my back and could not for the life of me fall asleep. My response: We would all live in these little glass bowls and I can just see it now that to find a mate we would have to draw a # and wait around for the next viewing of the 'colorful male species'. Ha ha what a silly thought but seriously it went through my head. And all we would eat would be weird things like flake food and blood worms (eww....) Anyways, it would sort of be like the Jetsons (anyone else remember them) where we drive around in bubble cars and get to have oxygen for fuel. OK I think that's my que that I'm done with my thoughts for one sitting. Have a gooder everyone :)